The time has come boys and girls to talk of many things....
Xanga is like that bitch you can always come back to that you know will make you feel better.
So, lifes going fine, well almost. If life was really fine I wouldn't be posting in this bitch. I can't really pin point whether I feel good or bad at every given moment. It's like whenever I start to think everything is going good for me my life turns and looks at me and says "Wake up bitch. This is your life. You're not supposed to be having a good time." I mean I feel pretty fine right now, but I know that there are a bunch of things that I should be upset about: I can't find a job, my car's not running at the moment, I had to drop down to 9 hours in school because I can't cut it at the frat. house, and my parents are about to enter a custody battle over my brother. I mean, that sux. But I'm actually kosher right now.
I'm getting tired of parties. There not as fun if you have like three every week and you have to clean up after everyone. In fact, because of my car, I'm missing 2 tonight (not at my house) and one tomorrow, but I kinda like that.
I don't like random hook-ups. They don't really agree with my conscience. I mean, just because a couple might have happened, doesn't mean that I feel good about it. I really do prefer dating someone. I'm a bitch like that, but I'm ok with it. I could pull a girl right now, but I don't want just any girl. I'm a little picky, if you know what I mean, and I haven't be impressed with any of the girls as of late. They are too....adolescent. I go for older women typically. They are really better all around. Too bad the older women like older guys, specifically older guys with jobs and I'm neither of those things. Well, I might have lied a lil' bit earlier. There is this one girl. I know I can pull hotter girls than this girl but she just.....does it for me. IDK, it is weird. When she's not around I don't typically give her much thought, but when I talk to her, face-to-face, bam. Crazy, huh.
I feel like I'm in high school typing on this thing.
Speaking about high school. I haven't talked to any of the old flames recently. I haven't talked to Lauren really since that incident that happened when she came up to visit. I was totally used. Leslie and me aren't really talking anymore. I think she's a bitch and she truly hates me. I can't blame her for it though. I was an asshole to her. Now Kelly is the weirdest of them all. I don't mean that Kelly is weird, but the "relationship" that we have. I really would like to be friends with her, but every time we converse I feel like she just wants to get off the phone. And then she'll randomly message me of facebook. I don't even know if I should respond most of the time, but I usually want to talk to her so I always do. It's kinda like she only wants to talk to me on her terms, never mine. For being the person I spent the most time with, she's the one I understand the least. I've thought about calling her up to go to luch or something, but I'm not sure how well that would go over.
Well, anyways, laundry awaits. Maybe we'll speak again, maybe not. Who knows?

I went to a party tonight. It was pretty amazing. The only problem was that the drinks ran out too fast, but I guess that's what you get for showing up so late to a party. I brought a girl with me. She's pretty crazy. I spent most of the night either dancing or around the hooka. I'm not gonna lie, I had fun. The weirdest part of the night was when Leslie's roommate called me and was telling me all about the 5-year relationship that she was in that just ended. Yea, I don't even know her. I feel bad because I don't remember her name, but, on my behalf, it was cold and I was drunk, so there. I write too much when I've been drinking. I'm in a very talkative mood. Well, if you are wondering, things didn't exactly work out for me tonight. I liked the girl. The only thing is one of her guy friends came over so she went upstairs with him. I mean...what can you do. I'm glad Kelly had a good time tonight. It makes it so much easier to know she's happy. It's really hard to be around her sometimes. She's so....easy to love (unless it's late). Well, speaking of late, I am tired so I guess it's time for bed. Until next time, this is Robert Bell signing off.

Currently Watching Law & Order Criminal Intent - The Third Year (2003-04 Season) see related

Well, I had an interesting day. You know, it's not easy always being right. Everything makes a lot more sense to me now. Crazy times. Well, anyways, I don't know what I'm going to do about my laundry. I was planning on do it at home on Friday, but, since there is a party Thursday through Saturday, I don't really know what to do now. I guess I'll just do a load tomorrow and try to stretch everything else out until next week. We'll see. I really do need to go home to get a costume for the super hero party on Satuday though. Hmm. Homecoming is Saturday, and Valentine's Day is Tuesday. I need a date. I haven't really had this problem in a while. I asked Kelly to go with me to Homecoming on Saturday, but that will obvoiusly not happen now. Too bad, she is still the easiest person to dance with. Theoretically, it would be a fun, friend night, but she won't let that happen. I wish I was tired. I don't really have to get up until 12:15 tomorrow, but I need to straiten out my sleeping schedule. Well, I don't really have much else to said, except that my game is a little rusty.